My LAST LB About You!

Hopefully, this is my last LB about you. I firmly say that this is my LAST LB about you! ahaha But who knows, right? Boracay was great! The sun, sand, and sea were magnificent! Its beauty did not fall short of my expectation. Sadly, they remind me of our plans of going to Palawan! I went there to reflect and pause but never really got the chance to ‘reflect and pause’! My schedule was so tight and upbeat! I had some thoughts though. Whenever I see couples, I remember you…how you held my hand…how you hugged me tight…how you looked at me with those deep adoring eyes. I smile inside. I missed you after all. How I miss you! And I know how much you miss me! Hahaha! But like I said, I firmly say that this is my LAST LB about you! I have to let go of the past so please release me. I don’t want to think of the “for now, I have to let you go…” coz it is holding me back. I want to enjoy the present and prepare for my future. No matter how hard it is, I have to go my own way. You chose your path without me, so I have to go with me, myself, and I. If you want to walk with me again, just feel free to catch up but I cannot assure you that everything will be the same. A lot has changed with me for the past two months. My perspective on relationship and memories really changed. Maybe, someday, you’ll be able to convince me to believe on old photos again or I’ll be able to meet someone who can make me! Scrap picture-taking coz when you break up with somebody and you want to forget, you have to go through all the hassle of gathering all the photos and burning them! So better not make any scrap book or take pictures of both of you! LOL! Anyway, I don't have  any photos to burn coz they are saved on my lappy, maybe someday I'll delete them. ;)

For the last time I will say this, "I love you & I miss you." Hopefully, someday, I can say I LOVED you. But for now what I can only say is “You HAD me. Good bye.”